1.04.2008

Awkward Divinity.

"Don't... don't touch him," said a woman's voice.

Tic opened his eyes and blinked a few times. He was laying on the village floor, his clothes wet and torn from burns. The girl was no longer in his arms. There was a small group of villagers talking over him.

"Jonis' girl was sure as dead. There ain't nobody comes out of being set a-fire and still look like a pristine little flower! He's got somethin'. A power."

"It is trickery," replied a man. "A common magician's act. He's a criminal and a deceiver. He just wants us to think him a hero. The girl too. So they can get away and places keep gettin' burned up behind them. And there ain't no such thing as healin', Sal. Just a myth, the kind of story those Elanzir priests would have us believin'.

"Hey, he's awake. Get up, kid."

Tic sat himself up, looking around for a sign of the little girl named Zenia, wondering if he hadn't just imagined what had happened. His body was still quivering in shock. The village was still in flames, but now groups of men were heaving buckets of water and throwing their contents into the fires, which appeared to be dying down. There was an eery but comforting silence, the absence of panic and battle.

A man with a brown and gray beard leaned down into him, looking into Tic's eyes suspiciously. "It's him," he said to the other men. "Fits the description."

"So turn him in now before they come back for another go!" cried another man. "Boy, what have you to say?"

Tic could think of nothing else but the child. "I... where is the girl? Zenia?"

"Don't play games. We know it was a ruse."

Tic's nostrils flared in panic. "A ruse?"

"You think you saved her? You and your friend have caused enough damage to this village for a lifetime, and to countless other villages before it! Lives, homes, children were all lost! Burned to death! Zenia would've never ended up in that situation if it weren't for you!"

"Is she... okay?" Tic asked, ignoring the burning in his eyes and the shaking in his voice.

"Of course she is! You pulled her out and fell into the water before any harm got done. She's fainted from the shock, poor thing. But don't think you did something special, kid. Any guilty criminal would've done the same. Not even the lowest of criminals would want that on their conscience." He quoted the guardian, "'What man would let a child die to protect himself?' You're lucky you have a murderer for a girlfriend. She killed them all!" he threw his hands to the air incredulously.

Miraye. What happened? His memory was foggy. All he could remember was the little girl's face as it burned away from the bone. No, had it really happened? He touched his face. He could still remember fire burning his flesh, but there were no scars on his skin.

"Tic," whispered Miraye. "Tic, let's go."

Tic turned around to witness a sorrowful sight. Miraye stood, both her eyes a pale blue, blood slipping down from her face and neck. She held her right shoulder as though it were in pain. Her clothes were battle-worn, stained with blood, and torn away. She had a make-shift bandage across her left hand, arm and chest. Even though she had slaughtered all of Larkin's men, she looked defeated. It was a look she wore since she told him they were cursed, as if looking this way were the curse itself.

"If they send more," she said, "we may not make it through another fight. Let's go before the village turns us in themselves."

Tic nodded reluctantly and followed over to the girl, putting his arm beneath her for support. She shook her head and shoved him off.

"We'll gather what we have left in the tavern and leave immediately," she said. "What's left of the tavern, that is."

In the attic of the bar where they spent their last few days paying off debts to the bartender Gaston, they found the sack of coins they had rightfully earned. The tavern thankfully had suffered very little damage. Gaston was not inside the bar, though they suspected he was helping to put out remaining fires. Tic wished he could stay to offer help, but already knew that he would be turned away. There wasn't much redemption for the criminal who had caused the village burnings in the first place. The villagers silently acknowledged, and some even thanked Miraye for defending them against the guardians, though she seemed not to notice their respect. She shrugged them off weakly.

After tidying up what they could at the tavern, they loaded up their satchels with food scraps. It was already three-moons dim by the time they were ready to leave. As they headed out, they heard a familiar gruff voice call out to them.

"Wait," said Gaston. He stood at the entrance of the tavern, staring inquisitively at Tic for a moment and then quickly looking away. His expression was unreadable, but it made Tic nervous.

"Thank you, Gaston," said Miraye. She curtsied to him. "You gave us more than we deserved. We are sorry we brought this upon your town. We will be on our way now."

Gaston looked down, his expression remaining stagnant. "Miraye," he said, nodding. "This village suffered less than any other village that burned before it. Thanks to you, no child had to die." He looked at Tic again. He seemed to want to say something that he couldn't say it out loud. Like a guilty secret.

"There is someone that wishes to see you, Tic," said Gaston.

Tic's heart plummeted. He knew there was still something left to happen before they could leave this village for good. Gaston held the door open for them. As Tic followed Miraye out the door, Gaston did something strange. Looking Tic in the eye for a brief moment, he breathed in quickly and immediately bowed his head, mouthing words to himself in what looked like a silent prayer.

Puzzled, Tic and Miraye followed Gaston out into the village courtyard. To Tic's relief, the village buildings were still standing. Any damage that had been dealt was repairable. In the town center, there was a circle of villagers huddled together, some holding wicker candles and talking in hushed voices. Some were humming hymns and whispering prayers. Children were holding their parents' hands and whispering excitedly. It looked like a vigil. A small girl was swinging her father's arm happily, humming along with the hymns. Gaston leaned down and tapped her gently on the arm.

"Zenia," said Gaston with a soft smile. "I brought him for you."

The little girl giggled and turned to gasp at Tic. Her crystal eyes glowed and widened as she smiled at Tic. "The angel!" she exclaimed. She ran toward him and stopped just an inch away from his feet. "Can I touch you again?" she asked, as though someone told her not to.

Tic raised his eyebrows and smiled weakly. He put his hand down to hers, took her pale white little fingers, and said, "Sure."

She gasped again when he touched her, and ran away giggling playfully. "I touched him again! I touched the angel again!" she bragged as she joined the circle of villagers, who, by then, had seen Tic and bowed their heads as Gaston had done. The girl's father broke away from the circle and approached Tic, removing his hat, and staring at the ground. He was a small man with short hair that grayed prematurely.

"I would like to apologize," he declared, as if confessing a great sin, "on behalf of the village. They did not understand. When Zenia woke, she told us... " Suddenly he was on the ground before Tic, kneeling before him with his hands clasped together. "I do not know how," he spoke, raising his tear-filled eyes to meet with Tic's, "but my daughter is alive thanks to you."

"We... we are good people," spoke another man. It was the man who had accused him of trickery earlier. "We try to look out for each other, we... we do what is best..." He took a great breath, regaining his composure. "It's just so hard to believe these days."

He kneeled himself beside Zenia's father.

"Forgive me," he said.

A woman from the prayer circle stepped out and kneeled in her place. "Forgive me," she repeated.

All around, villagers were falling to their knees. One after the other, they kneeled and uttered the phrase, asking the boy from nowhere for his forgiveness. He watched them in awe, uncertain of what to do, or what to say, without looking ridiculous or making some sort of religious taboo. He opened his mouth to speak, but all that came out was a silent err.

Miraye nudged Tic in the back and whispered, "Well, forgive them."

He took a deep breath and awkwardly raised his right palm to face outwards, like in the paintings he'd seen of the Seven Gods, not knowing a thing of what he was doing and hoping, even praying, that he was getting it right.

"You are forgiven...?" he mostly asked himself, waving his hand in a circle.

The kneeling villagers murmured the same three words, bowed their heads and rose to their feet.

"There. Not so hard, is it?" whispered Miraye, patting him on the back.

After the vigil, Tic and Miraye were invited for a brief feast before their departure, to which they declined and instead chose to take care packages of rations, clothes and water instead. They had enough to last them for what looked like weeks. As they departed, the townspeople bowed to them in respect, waving and wishing them good health. Leaving the village behind them, they came to the border of town where the small Elanzir temple stood.

"Think we should go in?" asked Tic, wondering if it wasn't a bad idea to see if the priests could advise him somehow.

"No," said Miraye curtly. "They know as much about your power as you do. Besides, they'll probably want to keep you and make you an ordained priest or something. We have to get out of here."

They travelled west toward the southern plainlands, dusk falling quickly upon them. He had been silent for much of the walk, thinking over the villagers' behavior. "Miraye," he said finally.

"Yeah?"

He raised a hand and looked at his fingers, inspecting them. "Will I always be treated like this, if they know I can... heal?"

He felt strange using the word. It didn't seem to fit him. Such a strange power to bear. He would have never known it existed, never known he had this ability, had it not been for the recent events. Up to this point he had been in denial of it and chose to forget all the events in his life that proved it was real. Even Miraye's resurrection still seemed like a dream; his memories of it were so fantastical that it seemed to have never happened at all.

"I think you'll have to get used to the attention, Tic, when it comes. There's not a lot of people out there that can bring back the dead and heal first degree burn victims back to perfect health. They think you're a God now."

"Oh," said Tic, pretending that it made sense.

"Don't let it get to your head," she warned, "because soon they'll want you curing their ill, dying, and diseased. They'll expect more and more of you. But your powers aren't dependable. You can't always heal right, for one," she said, and coughed, as if to emphasize the statement. "Not only that, but you may be one of the last of your kind... we wouldn't want too many people to know about you."

"Why?"

"People get riled up over that kind of power. They might accuse you of being a false prophet, a demon-worshipper, anything they can come up with to deny that your abilities exist. They might even try to kill you."

She paused before she spoke again, and stopped in her footsteps.

"But worst of all," she uttered forebodingly, "They will try to use you."

Tic looked down at Miraye to see her expression. She was staring far into the forest beyond, her eyes squinting as if to focus her vision on something she sorely disgusted. Her face bore an ugly grimace of hatred.

"Larkin," Tic said without hesitation. He looked down for a moment. He didn't want to worry about Larkin now. Not now. Not... yet.

Miraye looked at Tic for a moment, cocking her head to the side. "Yeah," she said. "You better hope he doesn't find out, either." She looked back at the forest in front of them. "Is this it?"

They had come upon the border of a dusky pine-filled forest. The trees were tall and full with leaves; their canopies hid the forest ground from the light of the remaining moons. Tic touched one of the nearby trees, testing its bark and grooves. He slipped his fingers in and around the trunk, as if reading something with his hands. He looked up from the tree and followed along a vertical path of trees with his eyes, counting in his mind. "Yeah, it's here," he replied.

"Right here?" pondered Miraye sarcastically, looking around.

"Yes," he said. He tapped the ground with his foot, knowing what lied beneath. The trees were discretely marked with specific bark patterns to indicate the path of an underground tunnel system leading to and from S.I.N.K. cities and the corresponding trolleys. The botanists that worked within the S.I.N.K. had chemically altered trees and planted them as markers for wayward Kith. The particular bark patterns on the trees represented how far away the mole hole was from where the tree stood.

"The entrance isn't for several miles, though," said Tic, pressing his fingers along the bark to read its code. They would be traveling for a few more hours, it seemed.

"Let's go, then," said Miraye. They unpacked flares, a gift from the village, and lit them. The flares hissed and cooled, giving off a soft, lasting glow of yellow light and decent heat. The air had gotten chilly. They pulled their hoods on and made their way into the winding darkness.

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